Reona Purplish World

Family

2010-07-23T15:44:00.002+08:00

Today my sister suddenly sent short messages to my husband, myself and my father. All her messages are about how sorry she is for everything she did to us. I began to have a weird feeling and thought what would happened to her, and why she sent us short messages like feeling so remorseful.

In my mind, i only think of her scholarship and her health. She always wanted to study Degree at Lasalle. Recently, the school only gave her $5000. Her total degree fees is $17,200 for a year. She was quite upset about it. I told her, this is not scholarship already. More of like a subsidies rate. Then she said she wants to try to ask her boss to see whether the company can sponsor her to study. Not sure how it is now.

The next thing i am scared about is her health. She has been doing a checkup at National Cancer Centre. The first time doctor said they found some cyst, but it has been dissolved. So everything is normal. But recently she also went for follow up. Not sure how it goes too.

Then i sent her a short messages to ask her what happened and i am worried about her. She replied she is fine and she need time and space. So i just hope she won't do anything to hurt herself. I mean no matter what she did, or how she treated us. I will still love her as she is. She will still be my sister. This is call Family. I mean no matter how not wealthy we are, we have to be true to ourselves, have to be humble and down to earth. We treat people with respect and people will value us for what we are and who we are.

So i just hope that she would tell me what actually had happened and i hope she will think it through.

My Family

2010-06-15T10:29:00.002+08:00

I always wanted a family that are united, supports each others, love, care and concern each others safety and most of all being happy together.

But recently i felt very disappointed, not recently kind of case. Is like adding on to more disappointments for my 27 years of life with them.

When i was young and at the age whereby i can recognize places, peoples and situations. I never felt happy. I always can't get the things i want. I understand the situation when i was younger, the financial don't allow my parents to spend more on me. So they spent more on themselves. Partying, drinking, smoking and gambling on lotteries. When i was a child, i was quite active and loves to run and play around with the neighbors kids. That was my happiest moments. Then my parents restricted me to play anywhere and eventually, i became very quiet and insecure. So i tend to bite myself, hide at one corner and cry. Even now, i still felt insecure, because i don't have a family to cling on and be happy about it. In fact, i felt ashamed about it. But i still treat them as my parents. I believe that, there's always a reason why they gave us life. I also thankful for that, that's why i learnt from the hard ways and learnt to be humble, down to earth and knows what to give my future children on what they need.

Start from my Father, when i was young, he will bring me to my favourite fast food place, Burger King and Mcdonald. He will bring me to alot of places, even if there's no need to spend money. He will carry me and cut across the short route to the stadium and see fireworks. That's why i love fireworks so much. Then he started to quarrel with my mother, then they fight and then things have changed. They would beat me when i was naughty. Then my younger sister was born. Their attention divert to her and less for me. They beat me more often whenever i tried to get their attention. So i changed and turned to more quiet and bottled to myself. Now my father, completely changed to a person with no dreams, run away from reality, still drinking, still gambling on lotteries and most of all, still waiting for money to fall from the skies and hope to be a millionaire. Because of this kind of dreams. He never work hard, never find ways to earn more money and have a small business and in the end, everyone are unhappy. Whenever he encountered any situations that he don't wish to face, he will just go back and sleep. He don't clear his debts, i have to work extra OTs just to clear for him. Till now he still don't see the problems and he still don't feel that i am the one who clear his debts.

My Mother, she came to Singapore and married my Father and thought that she would be given a good life. Never she thought that it would be such a suffering life for her. Because all her mind was money. Because she came from a family who was neither rich nor poor. Just an average living in a village at Thailand. She thought once she married to my Father, she would be able to send money to her own parents. Because she 's a simple minded person, so she tend to feels insecure. She need to work very hard here in Singapore and never had enough money to transmit back to Thailand. So she suffered from Anxiety. She uses alcohol and medicines to numb herself and to sleep. She couldn't sleeps. When i was young, whenever i made her angry, she would beat me up to destress. Now, she's happily went back to Thailand. And whenever there's money or bills problems, she would definitely point finger at me and said i didn't pay. But actually the bill hasn't gone through the transaction yet. She just insisted that way. It hurts me alot. I worked my ass just to help them pay for the expenses. At that time i don't even have the chance to study Diploma. My pay is like peanuts, i have to work from scratch and bow my head down and work, work and work. At that time, my grandmother passed away, they just went back to Thailand without explanations and just nice, my sister was having her N level test, she needs to pay for her exams fees, if not she can't take exams. I was so vexed why they just dumped to me. I have to advanced my pay from my boss, and that makes him so unhappy. But till now, my sister still don't think that the money was from me. Sigh... When you contributed, you don't expect them to remember, but you never expect them not to feel appreciated.

My sister, we quarreled a lot when we were younger, she's five years younger than me. Because of the age gap, we quarreled a lot. Until around during her Secondary three days, we began to understands each other and talk to each other more. We went out very often, watch movies, have lunch and dinner outside together. Since then, she clanged on to me more. When she went to Institute of Technical Education (ITE), she began to have her own piece of mind, she became more opinionated, she became more autocratic and a control freak. She speaks her mind. That i respect her courage. But she never thinks about the consequences, she never understand people's feelings and just shoot at them. That's why she never had good friends. Whenever, i need to go out with my friends, she would ask where i am going, with whom, why cannot bring her out and is it with boys? She will start to angry at me and never speaks to me. I understands she only have me as a sister, but i also need my privacy, she also has hers. I don't control her doesn't mean i don't care about her. Now, she is more worst. She don't respect my parents, she yelled at them, she showed attitude towards my husband and most of all. She sees me as a useless person, just because i am not a designer. I wanted to create a blogshop, and very happy telling her that i would like to design tee shirt and sell online. She just gave me a displeased look and said, no one will buy it, because you are not a designer. I was so hurt by her. Just because she is now a graphic designer at some company. She can't look down on people because they don't share the same profession with her. I may not be a designer, but i know how to draw. I learnt designs before. Just that i don't have the chance like her to study at some Art institutions and have the opportunity to work in a design firm.

Recently, my husband had his web design studio for 10 years or maybe more. He asked her to be freelance designer, so that she can earn abit of pocket money. I thought it would be great for her to help. Because, my husband is busy with his degree studies. However, her attitude starts to be very bad, and even scold my husband. Sent those sms and emails as if she is the boss and demand my husband to chase the clients, settle the stuffs which she created and she don't know how to solve. I mean, if you work at a designer, you should know that there bound to be last minute amendments from the clients. They paid for the design services, so we have to do a nice job and just amend on what they have requested. She can just shoot and email and sms to my husband and said: "Can you please chase the clients for the work, i don't want to do last minute amendments anymore." I was so angry after looking at it. I told my husband, "why not she just tell her boss these and see whether she can still secure her rice bowl at the company. " She thought she is the best now, with the bad attitude and treat people with no respects. And what's worst is that, i can't interfere, as i am not the boss. And if i step in, i am sure, she will not continue to help him.

But what i hope is that, she would learn how to respect people and i will give her a few years time to experience that. She even thought of moving in with us to our new house. How would i be happy, if she continues to treat my husband this way and living together, i will be in a sandwich again. Just like what i am in the family. I just wish for the best and hope that everything will turn out fine. Now i just want to concentrate on taking care of myself and wait for my baby to be out in this world and be a happy mother. :)

Have you ever...

2010-05-22T13:27:00.002+08:00

Have you ever...

Feels that you don't belong to this world and you are not fit to be happy?

Feels that you are not fit to strive harder than anyone else?

Feels that you are not fit to find a better love?

Feels that you should not be motivated and should not be optimistic?

Fells that you are actually used to what you are doing now?

Feels that changes will do you harm?

Feels that you don't have someone to care about you?

Feels like dying?

But Did you ever...

Wished that you can fit into this world and all you want is to be happy?

Wished that you can strive better and achieve something for yourself?

Wished that you can find a better love?

Wished that you can be motivated and you should be optimistic?

Wished that you are not that lazy and be able to move on?

Wished to be able to adapt to everywhere you go?

Wished that someone would just care about you?

Wished that you can have more time to achieve what you have wished for?

In this world. I think everyone should slap themselves and wake up from what you feels. There is always a light after the tunnel. There's always an answer to every of your doubts. What you wished for is actually how you feels. People just need to be positive and when you really feels down, do something to make you happy. Find a friend to talk about it. If you really want to be success in everything you do, you need to work on it. The above are just a simple thoughts which i have observed among my friends and came out with it. So i feels that they are not happy, but i wished that they are going to be the happiest people throughout their lives. See. Do you get it now? :)

Dreams, Goals and your Future.

2010-05-12T18:52:00.003+08:00

Have you ever think of why people have dreams, set their goals and plan for their future? And most importantly for those who have achieved and how they did it?

Did you ever think of how to improve your life when you felt that you needed it? I personally saw a few people with dreams and goals, some will and have achieved it, some doesn't have fighting spirit, some have the fire and yet because of emotional confusion and the fire just turned into water, some just talk with no actions, and some still searching for their dreams and goals.

Which are you?

I personally saw a person, who is easily affected by surrounded negativeness. A tiny little bit of unhappiness, is like the sky had just fallen and can make this person felt like it's the end of the world. I wished to help. But this person have been this way for so many years and i seriously felt that this person will never change any bit until this person hits 50s. If you have goals and you have fight for it, people can see it and people will respect you. But this person seriously don't gain any respect from me. Because this person also the person who talks and no actions. This person's friend have been helping for many years, never fail and never will. But i felt this person has taken the friend for granted and that makes me angry. Enough of this person.

I have another friend, who was so fired up and had the power of will to achieve the goals and would like to give the family a happy and carefree life. I can see success in this friend. Recently hectic schedules had made my friend loses the will and the fire has turned into a pool of water.

I seriously would like to help and i know myself, i am very busybody person. I don't wish to see all my friends to be unhappy and their lives still the same and kept complaining about the miserable life they have now.

I have my own dreams. I wanted to be a singer when i was 10 years old. I love to sing. I can sing non-stop and i love my voice. I went for many auditions for TV stations when i was about 15 years old. But i tend to forget the lyrics. I always forget my lyrics. I felt embarrassed, but i kept trying and trying until my passion for singing are gone. I have no talent to be a singer. At about age 25, reality strikes me. I should persue something real and work hard and make more money for my family and have a better life. i wanted to study Fashion Design, i love to draw clothings, especially models with swimwear, long dresses with accessories all around them. I studied Design when i was 16 years old. I knew my designs for one of the swimsuit did appear from some company. But all our work has been sent to England and we can never get it back. And who am i to ask for it. But at least i know my designs are being taken. I will try hard to achieve it. Then when i wanted to study Fashion Design, financial worries sinks in. My parents didn't provide money for my sister's N levels. But i have been working since 18 years old. And at that time, lucky i was working as an Administrative and Customer Service, and i had to borrow money from my boss just to pay for my sister's exam fees. I have no choice. My dreams shattered. I kept working and working, i kept working overtime, just to earn more money. But i don't get to save a single cents. All the money have gone to pay all the debts for my parents. I know till now i still hold grudge on them. Because i don't get what i want and yet i have to provide for them all. They are still my parents.

Until i met my husband, he paid my school fees and encouraged me to study. So i studied Professional Certificate in Business Management and the next year i continued to study Diploma in Travel, Tourism and Hospitality Management. With this certificates, at least my pay raised abit. But i still don't get to save much. But because of his spirit, he made my dreams all came back again. I am trying very hard to come up with a freelance online business. But i am still thinking of what are the possibilities that i can do. But i don't know where to start.

But i seriously want to thank my husband for giving me encouragement and the will to live my dreams. I will never give up and i will hold on my fire and build my dreams, achieve my goals and to make our future a better place. I guess that changes everything when you are married and you will slowly thinking of how to let your family lead a happy and wonderful life.

I wish all my friends and readers, never give up hope and faith. Fight till the end. Go and achieve your dreams and goals. Don't wait till the last minute and have to regret why you never did this earlier. Be humble and learn to respect others and others will eventually respect you back.

Take care! :)

My New Blog

2010-05-10T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

I am so thrilled that there are people reading my blog. Thank you for your comments. I will try my best to write about more exciting stuffs in my blog. LOL.

So i have just created my personal pregnancy journal. Yes! Finally i can get to be a mom soon. :)

In this blog, i would be writing about my experiences, my crazy dreams and my food craves. And when it is time. Who knows i would be posting my ultrasound scan pictures?

My new blog, you can find from the link which is Reona's Babygraphy - www.rbabygraphy.blogspot.com

So please stay tuned and i wish all of my readers happiness and wonderful life ahead. :)

The weirdest and yet scariest dreams i had last night.

2010-02-20T09:57:00.012+08:00

I had this weirdest and scariest dreams last night. First part is between a childhood sweetheart and a man who wants me real bad. See the twist? The second part is the most disturbing, i shall tell you later. Last part is even annoying... I think with these parts, i can make it into a movie, but not a book. Cos i don't know how to stretch until so exciting like Harry Potter. LOL.

Ok. This is what i could remember from my dreams. From the first part/first scene - Childhood sweetheart.

I have a childhood guy friend, we loved each other, he was quite good looking, tall, fair and knowledgeable. We looked mature, my guess is about 22 years old? In my dreams of course. Then came a young chap, tall, dark, quite muscular, looked spoilt brat. He also looked 22 years old. I don't know him and yet he said he want me. Then don't know why this stupid childhood sweetheart of mine push me to that dark chap. And said he will be back. Then my childhood guy friend just gone like a wind...

So i spent time, trying hard to understand this dark chap who insists that he wants me. Years and years of understanding, the love grows. My childhood friend still hasn't come back. So what is the most funny part was.. This dark chap, his parents sells the most famous and delicious "Tau Huay"(Beancurd made from Soya beans)!!! Ridiculous dreams right? LOL. I told my husband, he laughed out loud. So i went to helped out this dark chap and his parents at the stall. They all are fond of me and i am also beginning to feel like i am home. Suddenly my childhood friend appears and he brought me to this place whereby suddenly i am a director. I am asking my girlfriend to shoot the scene of the above amazing sweetheart scenes and how the guy wants me all that. Then this is the start of the scariest part.

He brought me to a HDB which has a funeral nearby. I didn't see any coffin, but i saw the tentage and as i stepped in, i am in a very white white place, there is a thick cloud above me, and thick cloud below me. Suddenly came a deep laughing voice. Then there are alot of ropes just dropped down and one was in front of me. So my childhood friend ask me to climb the rope and be careful not to fall to the below thick cloud. He said, the above is heaven, below are things that you can't imagine. I was so scared. I saw a few people i do not know. I saw a gay guy and many people i do not know. He was trying to do dancing with the rope, i immediately stopped him before he fell. So we have to enter a room and there are already nine people inside seating and wait. I was the last one. I saw my families, i saw my friends, they said they are here to support me. I was so happy and yet,i felt scared and worried what is going to happen next.

One by one went out the room. No one came back in. I am getting more and more worried what is going to happen to me. Now.. This is the part where you would like to know what will happen to me right?

"Now", my childhood friend said. Then i got up and hold my hand tight and walk out of the room. He said i will be behind you. Then there came a voice, a very old man and yet deep voice. He said: "Now, you are the tenth person and will be the last person to hear this". I was so shocked, is like very disturbing. Where have the people gone to? He seems to read my mind and ask me: "Scared and wonder where are the people before you?" I nod my head. He said: "Hold this disc and watch till the end." I was like, even scared. I ask him why, and then suddenly came a lady suddenly appeared beside me. I was so shocked i nearly screamed. She replied my question, "You have to see how the nine people died before you see yourself." My tears immediately flow down my cheek and i was trembling and wanted to ask why my childhood friend brought me here. But he was gone too. He lied to me that he was going to be behind me. But he was not. So the lady forced me to watch. Believe me, all the death are very disturbing which i think i better not describe. I only remember a few being smashed and slashed and the ropes are falling downwards after each scene. I was crying even real hard when it reaches the ninth person, and that's when i notice... i was awoke by the construction downstairs. Sickening right??? Ok. Or maybe i could give an alternate ending to it? What you think?

1st alternate ending: I was crying even real hard when it reaches the ninth person, and that's when i notice my childhood friend was in the video and crying for help. He had a car crashed and nobody heard him and save him. He shouted my name. And then he's gone. He suddenly appeared in front of me and hold my hand and told me, he wanted to come back and we can migrate to another place and start out new life. But he couldn't manage because he was trying to save the dog by not knocking it down and in the end, he found himself in the car crying for help. But he couldn't make it. So i was crying very hard, and he uses his hand to clear my tears. He told me, he has always been beside me. He felt that this should be the right moment to let me know. He said i should be happy with the dark chap and start a new life. So that his sacrifice would be worth it. He kissed my forehead and said: " Remember to cherish your life now, in fact i am the tenth person". Then he disappeared in thin air.

I was back to the funeral scene, as i turned around, i saw my childhood friend picture and i just kneel down and cried. The dark chap ran behind me and hugged me and he whispered in my ears: "I have been wanting to tell you this, but i couldn't bear to and.. how you came here?" I looked at him and just hugged him and cried. (The end)

Ok. i was thinking of second alternate ending. But i scared i will write off point. So i will stop at the first one. Seems nice and touching right? But of course, this was what i wrote about the alternate ending. Most importantly is, i do not know about my ending part in the video. So what is the most important message i want to bring is... Cherish your family, your friends and your loved ones. Lived life to the fullest with no regrets. So give your family, friends and your loved ones a hug, they will feel your love. Take care.

Cheers!

Remedies for Heavy, Prolonged, Irregular and Painful Menstrual Periods

2010-01-02T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

Have you ever think of these questions like, why do women have Menstrual Period (Menses)? Why is it so troublesome? Why is it causes us so much pain? Can it be stop? Believe me, i have asked these questions since my first one when i was 9 years old. Young eh? I was told, if your menses came to early, your menses will likely to end at the age of 40 or even earlier depends on your health. When i was young, i always experienced great pain. I always get Menstrual pain and quite heavy until that i have to change once every three hours. Maybe there are other women whom are more severe than me, and they would rather they don't have menses. This mentality is very wrong.

Why do we have Menstrual Period? We women are consider lucky people in the world. The "Dirty" blood can flow out of our body, hence, new blood can be replenish every time we eat. If your menses doesn't come, you have to start worry. This means that you have to visit a Gynecologist to have a check on your Uterus and Hormones level or maybe you have a family history. If your menses are giving you troubles like pain, giddiness, nausea, diarrhea or even some other symptoms. You may need to visit a Gynecologist to have a check on your body, Uterus, Cervix and Hormones level as well. As there are possible causes like, Thyroid, pregnancy complications (Miscarriage or ectopic pregnacy), stress, change in diet or exercise routine, recent weight loss or weight gain, travel or illness. But If the Gynae says that you are perfectly normal and there are nothing wrong with you. Then you may have to consider to take supplements to improve your health and your Menstrual cycles.

"The menstrual cycle is not the same for every woman. On average, our menstrual flow occurs every 28 days (with most women having cycles between 24 and 34 days), and lasts about 4 days.

If you soak a sanitary pad or tampon every hour for 6 consecutive hours, this is considered a very heavy period. A prolonged period more often than 21 days or less often than every 35 days may be normal."

(Taken from "Nutrition is Health")

Doctors usually would prescribe birth control pills to woman, whose menstrual period lasts more than 7 days. But too much on birth control pills, may affect your chances in getting pregnant and your hormones would be deeply affected as well. So you would still need supplements to support, improve and give your body as much nutrition as ever.

Painful menstrual periods have been the most intolerable process of the above. They are marked by cramps lower abdominal pain. The pain can be accompanied by back pain. There are pain that can be normal and the medical term for excessively painful period is call Dysmenorrhea (dys~menor~rhea).

There are two types of Dysmenorrhea. Primary ones are refer to the healthy type of menstrual pain. Secondary ones are attributed with some underlying medical conditions.

So if you really want to stop all pain and heavy menses, you may consider to try the below supplements to improve your health and cycles:

1 scoop of 200ml Protein - It supplies balanced amounts of 9 essential amino acids.

1 tab of B complex - Contains 7 B vitamins - B1, B2, B3, B5, B6, folic acid, and B12; plus inositol and PABA

(para- amino- benzoic-acid). B5 helps to reduce stress and is need by the adrenal gland. B6 reduces water retention and increases oxygen flow to the female organs and also aid in restoring estrogen levels to normal. B12 helps to reduces stress, prevents anaemia.

1 tab of Calcium Magnesium - Studies have shown that calcium supplements can reduce many symptoms of PMS by as much as 30%. Magnesium, deficiency may be associated with PMS. Should take together.

1 tab of Evening Primrose Oil (EPO) - To supply gamma-linolenic acid, an essential fatty acid that is important in relieving symptoms and aiding proper glandular function. ( Can increases to three tabs during menstrual periods with discomfort)

1 tab of Vitamin E with Lecithin - Good for sore breasts and other PMS symptoms, improves oxygen utilization and limits free radical damage. Also helps to relieve nervous tension, irritability and depression.

1 tab of Bioflavonoid C -Aids in relief of discomfort and breast swelling. Also boost immune system.

All of the aboved mentioned supplements are from "Nutrilite". It is advisable not to mixed with other brands of supplements. You may wish to increase the dosages to 3 tabs if necessary. For best results is best to take 3 times a day, if you felt 3 times daily is too much, you can still reduce to once or twice daily to your own comfort level.

I have been taking these supplements and it definitely helps me alot. I was having problems like, headache and giddiness during the menstrual periods. And my headaches can lasted me for 3 to 5 days, the pain was so intolerable, it causes me to vomit and it was such a terrible feelings. I have to take medical leave for this. And when i can't tolerate, i will take pain killers, but another problem occurs. My gastric starts to act up and i will have double pain from the upper and lower abdominal. I told myself i don't want to have this feeling again. So i slowly taking the supplements and definitely improves my problems.

Of course, you have to cut down on Caffeine, chocolate and cold food and drinks. Drink something warm and you can try to have a cup of ginger tea or red dates with wolfberry to relieve gases and boost your blood circulations.

Hope the remedies may help you to improve your health!

Cheers!

Remedy for Diarrhea

2009-12-29T15:56:00.001+08:00

Last saturday evening, i suddenly had stomach upset, had very soft stools and last week started to have diarrhea. It is the side effects from the antibiotics from my gynae (i suffered miscarriage and had done the O&G), so she prescribed me to prevent infection from the pelvic. It has been two weeks after i have stopped the medicine. So when i went back for follow up, she said it is the side effects of the antibiotics, so it will stop very soon. Ya.. Two week already, not sure how long will be fine.

So i went in and out of the toliet about 4 times. Before i was introduced to supplements, i always went to see doctor and they will prescribed us with Charcoal tablets that will stop the diarrhea. But eventually you will have constipation throughout the week.

So my husband, he checked his remedy book. And made the below remedy for me:

1 Tab Bio C - Vitamin C is an antioxidant needed for maintaining healthy bones, teeth and gums. It also aids in wound healing.

1 Tab B Complex - 7 B vitamins - B1, B2, B3, B5, B6, folic acid, and B12; plus inositol and PABA (para-amino- benzoic-acid), that all adult men and women need. It also Essential for the development of red blood cells as well as the normal functioning of the nervous system.

1 Tab Calcium Magnesium - Calcium is the main components of our bones and teeth, it influences blood clotting, transmission of nerve impulses, maintenance of cell membranes, enzyme reactions and hormone secretions. Magnesium is important for healthy cells, the manufacture of proteins and normal kidney functions.

1 Tab Garlic & Licorice - Natural Antibiotics, helps to kills the bacteria in the stomach.

1 200ml of Protein - Protein from soy protein isolate and milk protein concentrate as well as 9 essential amino acids. It helps in healing and easily digested and is low in fat and cholesterol. Protein is the major food source from which blood, muscles and tissues are built.

For me, i took only one intake of the aboved mentioned supplemenst, my diarrhea stops about 15 - 20 minutes later. So it depends on your condition. Usually the suggested intakes would be 3 times a day. Be sure to intake alot of water as well. To replenish the fluids that you have lost.

If your condition is diarrhea, vomit and down with fever. Please do see a doctor, as you may have stomach flu or intestinal prob. You can still continue with the supplements in order to replenish of what you have lost.

All the above stated remedies are from my daily usage of supplements from "Nutrilite", they are organically produced. Please do not mixed with other brands of supplements. This is not an advertisement, this is to share my experience with the greatness from the supplements.

Cheers.

Weather & Health (re-post)

2009-12-29T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

This would be my very first post. Recently, Singapore has been raining for so many days, it's constantly rained since 20th August 2009. Think is the starting of the Monsoon season. So alot of people have been struck with Flu and Cough, some may even have fever.

So Cough and Fever strike me. These days really super cold and hectic lifestyle of mine. Of course i have to see doctor. Take the medicine and some vitamins. Doctor didn't prescribed me any vitamins. I have my own. The doctor prescribed me the followings: Painkillers, Anti-biotics, Antihistamine for Cough and Antihistamine for Running nose, Phlegm and Allergy. Basically these medicine can act very fast, i am slightly fine now. But these medicine does gave me long term side effects like now, i'm allergic to alot of painkillers and antibiotics.

Since young, we are always prescribed with Anti-biotics, be it for Fever or Sore Throat. To my understanding it is only you have infections, you would be given Anti-biotics. I heard alot from Friends and Colleagues, everytime they went to see doctors, they were always given Anti-bitotics even though they don't have infections. And it really cost alot for them.

I did some researches, or maybe everyone should know about this. Anti-biotics killed your Good and Bad cells, so means extreme eliminations of all your cells... So your infections, fever and flu will be recovered in less than three days or a week. But not just that, you need to complete the course of the Anti-biotics. Yep full elimination of your cells for a week. When your cells starts to regenerate, you kill it again.
My friend, he studied Nutritions. He told me, "Do you know Anti-biotics can kill your DNA?" I was so stunned and totally understands why i have so many drugs allergies and doctors always have headaches prescribing me medicine. So each time they prescribed you with Anti-biotics, please make sure to see whether you have any infections that requires to eliminate all your cells. And it is hard to regenerate as you becomes older. All your immune systems will be interrupted and eventually all those cancerous illness starts to attacks or even viruses. That is pretty scary for me.

Ok. Everone has headaches, how do you deal with it? Painkillers. Yes. Headaches and Migraines are very hard to endure, especially when it makes your head spinning and you will feel like hitting your head to the wall. Do you know each painkillers you took, it will stays inside your body for five years? And for long term side effects, it makes you harder to endure the pain and eventually you will take more painkillers, aspirin (the strongest) and eventually you are so immune to painkillers, it has no effects for your body anymore. Especially for women, if you want to have babies, you have to stop painkillers, it will stays inside your body for full five years, so when you start to labour, your endurance of pain would be decrease and you may faint.
So now is the remedy to replenish and give your body some nutrients, it may take a while to take effects, as you may have been long term using medications. Take these daily and you will see and feel the results.
I have been taking supplements for two years. You can try to find those supplements with no synthetic molding that mold the pills. Yes. Organic is the best.

You can try the followings:

1 Tab Bio C - This is to improve your immune systems. If you want to intake fruits, (consider this: you may
have to take five kiwi fruits every meals or 10 oranges every meals to have the full force of
Vitamin C in your body.)

1 Tab B Complex - It helps to build your cells metabolism & blood circulations. (B Complex consists of B1, B2, B5,
B6 & B12). Researched has shown that you would need a combinations of Bs for your bodies,
single B is not enough for these polluted world.

1 200ml of Protein - This is the healthy Amino Acids to help regenerate your cells and trust me, for women,
you would want to have a healthy and glowing complexions don't you? It really does help.

1 Tab Garlic & Licorice - This is to kill bacteria in your body and boost up your immune systems with it's
natural Antibiotics effects. (For people who doesn't like the raw garlic, you may want
to try this.)

Okay. You may think why Supplements can help? Why would i waste my money on supplements. I have alot of friends are skeptical in supplements. They felt useless, they scared they will addicted to it. Ask yourself, you rather addicted to drugs to decrease your immune system or you rather take more healthy products to make yourself healthy?

I have been taking Nutrilite's supplements everyday, you may consider of getting one, to make yourself and your family healthy. Of course, with regular exercise, it will make you feel strong again.
If you have any nutritions remedies to share, you may wish to pen down your comments and we can help the whole world to have a healthy lifestyles.

*Note: Please do not mixed Nutrilite brand with other brands of supplements, results may not be effective.

Remember: More smiles than more frowns. Give yourself a better health. You deserve a better lifestyle (Wealth & Health).

My Nutrition Health and Wellness blog

2009-12-29T15:19:00.002+08:00

Ok people. I decided not to use that blog anymore. Given that i don't even have time to give a good sharing. Why not i just put together into this blog. It would be much much easier and interesting, rather than you know like a nutritionist or fashionista point of view. I get to share Reona's personal experience and views! Right? Hee.

So i have actually posted my first Nutrition blog, but suddenly my poor bloggie notepad are down with virus. And i am afraid that it might happen again. So i might as well put it up here. Ok. i will put up two Nutrition facts and one remedy for people who are having diarrhea. So hope that it would come in handy and useful for people who wants to save money and be healthy. Of course major or serious problem, please see a doctor. And yep. All my supplements would be from "Nutrilite". So please consult your doctor before you even start to intake any kinds of supplements. Please do not mixed any brands of supplements together. You want great health, you also need to be safe.

"Nutrilite" are organically produced and if you want more information, i would gladly provide to you. I am not doing some kind of advertising. I am just doing a sharing of my experience with this great supplements that i have been taking for the past one year.

Okie. Please stay tuned and hope to hear from you.

Cheers!

Superstitious

2009-12-28T11:08:00.002+08:00

I have been hunt by this thing call supertitious. Even if i'm not happy or upset to listen what my future is going to be. I was suppose to just think about how to settle my baby, i had a miscarriage, my friend told me, i have to pray to her, if not the baby will hunt me and my family with bad luck. With this, i started to feel uneasy. I know she meant well. But i really never think so much about it. So if let's say is really good for my baby, then i will do it. Went to see two Geomacy, two different views and two different price. i go for the second one, she said she will make a little place for my baby (fyi: she said is a little girl and very cute), burn all the incense, milk and all the necessaries for her. She said she will do it the first time. Subsequent years i will have to go to the temple and do it myself. All i wish is that she will be able to reincarnate into a good and healthy family. The person also told me, i was suppose to die during the stay at the hospital when i miscarriage. But my baby saved my life. This makes me even sadder and shocked.

This person have said it out loud to me after the baby thing. And is going to make me even sadder and paranoid. Plus, my husband is more upset than me. He don't like the way why she can blurt out "Heaven secrets" and told me i will lived until 47 years old and tell me so many things. Means from now i have 21 more years to enjoy my life. She said i will die of illness. My heart just sank. I didn't know she will tell me all the way to my death. She said in future i have three children, but my husband will have four. So the last one will come from where? He will live longer than me. So i don't dare to think about it. She asked me: "Do you mind i told you these?" I replied: " You already said it to me, i mind also no use."

After he learnt this from me, he totally ignore me and when he's angry or furious. He's not Mr nice guy. But after a short while letting him to cool down. He just came to me and told me, i nearly want to cry out. He said: "You must live more than 47 years old until 74 years old." I just nod my head and control my tears.

Strangers in my room!

2009-10-29T12:15:00.003+08:00

I just don't like stranger sleeping in my own room! And drunkard stranger! Why the hell my own room have to be slept by her friends?! I have calculated, it has been three drunkards (AUNTIES) slept in my room! So they said i made my room into a hotel, as and when i want to come back then come back and sleep. Now they made my room into HOTEL!

Just want to rant abit. A simple family and simple house and yet they love complicated lifestyle. I just felt explosive whenever i went home. I don't know why. Given to me, even if i just stay alone outside, i would be much much happier....

I'm going to turn tables on them now. Yes! I felt more rage and anger after they called and said i did not do my part as an elder sister. My sister did her homework till 4am, slept awhile and out of the house at 7.20am. Yep, she's with me and we went for breakfast. She's studying very hard, i can tell and i can see! That is very encouraging, though tiring process. I am really happy to see how serious she is in her own work. A very responsibility person. That's life to be so hardworking. I understand being a parent, you don't want to see your child to studied until so late and fear that he or she may turn crazy or lunatic. If she don't study, they will just comment that she's useless, if she study, they will comment what for? Just go and work. Study no use! WTF! If we don't study, get the paper and experience how tough the life could be. How are we going to support you!!!!

I just simply don't understand. If my sister wants to talk, she will talk. Just leave her alone and she will be fine! Don't come and feed me negative thoughts like: "In future, you will know what and how it feels when you see your own children turn this way, and oh maybe you not fit to be one." Couldn't believe it those words actually came RIGHT FROM YOUR MOUTH! (Your very own parents).

What a sad case. You won't feel bad when your friends said that to you. You just find it funny, because they don't know you. Now i felt that our own parents doesn't know us either, and it felt 100X worst when they said bad things to you.

I will remember that for life and remember it in my heart that i shall and will not put negative thought to my own children. You said i am not fit to be one. I will show you i will be a very good parents to my own future children.

Ok. I feel fine now. Hmmm... Writing does help alot.

Take care! Ciao.

FED

2009-10-26T09:57:00.000+08:00

Yep. FED is coming... We are going for this special function so that we can be recharge and be fed with good values and some inspirational hopes to motivate us and put into our life and work!!!!!!

Can't wait!!!

Emo

2009-10-09T10:14:00.001+08:00

I am feeling emo today... Unhappy with certain things, people(friends) and wanted to achieve something that is really really big for me.

Well.. I will be better when i have think through.

Bless me.

Friendship

2009-10-09T09:35:00.003+08:00

One friend in a lifetime is much; two are many; three are hardly possible. Friendship needs a certain parallelism of life, a community of thought, a rivalry of aim. -- Henry Brook Adams

What are friendship? Alot of people still couldn't find the best friend they ever have. Some are lucky to have friends go through thick and thin, support them no matter what ups and downs may hinder. It was really amazed that leaders have been shared that, at a certain situation, you will definately see the true colours of your friends. You will know who are your true friends. True friends always supports you, stand by you, scold you when they care for you, share food with you and always share joy with your success. Others are just normal friends, whereby they reject you when you want to share your joy of success and most importantly, they don't listen to you. Some friends backstabbed each other, frame each other because of money and took the advantage from you. You can't say no to them, as they will ignore you for life.

I am quite grateful for the co-colleagues which have shared their life experiences and advices to me. They always told me, friends are just a small part of your life. One is enough, two brings laughter, three is too much. You must open your big eyes and minds to really see who are really genuine and real to you. When you gets older, you will know who are the ones that stick by you all the time even if you have your own family.

I am really thankful for their advices. Because i have really truly see who are my real true friends. Sadly to say, none of them. When i really want to share my joy, nobody actually listens and when i try to invite them to my joy, but they just don't appear.

So if you found a friend who would find all means to help you and share the joy each other would have, even success. I must congratulate you and please treasure your friendship.

Blog Isolation

2009-09-27T16:40:00.001+08:00

Sorry Peeps,

My Nutrition & Wellness Blog caught virus. Will revive it asap!

Stay tuned.

Love ya!

Nutritions & Wellness

2009-09-02T11:25:00.004+08:00

Hi all,

I have created another blog for Health and Lifestyles. I will try to update as much as possible. Be it about health or latest fashions. Yes. You need health to look and dress well.

Please do make a visit to: www.thefashionwithnutritions.blogspot.com

If you have anything to share, please do make a comment or you can email to me at reona1501@yahoo.com.sg

*Note: Please do not spam. Thanks.

The Movie - Orphan

2009-08-14T10:02:00.007+08:00

Ok first of all, i would like to congratulate Isabella Fuhrman for her remarkable acting skills. OMG she's just 12 years old!!!! Believe it or not!

I have watched the movie last night with my husband and friends. Wow at first i thought it would be like those disturbed child went on innocent killing spree (those switch personality disorder) kind of mental illness. After i watched the whole movie, actually is about 20 minutes before the end, i already started to have headaches, i guess is too disturbed for me. Let me tell you how the movie was:

Kate had nightmares for the loss of her third baby (Jessica) before she even born. First scene is already abit irritated and scary... Because... She didn't get to inject any epidural or anesthetic, and she insisted to be put to sleep and doesn't want to endure the pain. But the doctor told her is too late, you will hear alot of cutting sound, clicking sound and after that she cries in pain and the stupid husband still can video cam it down the process. Suddenly the full of blood dead baby is out and then she screamed and that's it she wakes up.

She was so traumatised by the whole process, she has to take anti-depressant and visit the shrink often to curb down her feelings. I think all women can't take the blow especially this kind of event. They can feel more pain than men for the loss of their love ones. She's having the pain all alone.

So finally she felt that she has to get over it and decided to go adopt a daughter so that she can pass down her love to the adopt child. So they adopted Esther (9 yr old) from the Orphanage. She's from Russia and spoke good english, of course with abit of the accent. The principal praised her infront of the couple for her fast speed in learning english. So three weeks later, they adopted her. So this is just only the beginning....

The couple John and Kate, they have one son and one daughter. Their son Daniel is abit spoilt brat and seeks for attention. Their youngest daughter Maxmine (not sure is it the correct spelling, but short form is Max) has impaired hearing, so they communicate through sign languages. She's so adorable, just want to hug her. When the whole happy scenes she just cheekily smile...

Oh god. How i wish got such adorable daughter. LOL. okok. Continue.

Daniel got this tree house with those "Calender girls" Photos hiding there.. Such a young age.. Tsk Tsk Tsk Tsk... So one day he used his paint ball gun to shot one pigeon and i think is dying soon. So Esther passed him a big and heavy rock and want him to stop the pain.. so which means killing it. He don't dare to, so Esther killed it infront of Daniel and Max. They were so shocked and run away.

Ok i am not going to spoil so much, so i will jump to the part why is she so brutal and start killing spree... In fact, after the pigeon, she killed the Principal, she tried to kill Max and she killed Daniel and John (she tried to seduce John). And the cat fight starts between Kate and herself. Kate found out that her book of bible is not the bible which we worship. It is the book of the men and famiy which she killed. She was from this Sarrne Institute and she is the most insane patient there. And yes. In this movie, she is born in the year of 1976, so she is actually 33 years old!!!! And she still in a 9 year old body. The mental institue doctor called Kate and explained to her that because of her rare hormones, she would not grow like a woman. So he asked her to immediately to take her family and leave. But too late. John and Daniel are killed. So left Kate and Max.

The spooky part is after Esther shed down her makeup, she looked so old and and and... she even got dentures! Yucks! She got boobs all that, so in the end she changed into Jeans and sweat shirt. Wow.. The way she walks and movement, body language is so so adult. You never know in real life she is 12 years old. Great acting skills. I am really amazed by her.

So moral of the story, please check carefully what kind of child you are going to adopt. This is the next movie which told me never piss a child. Previously i watched the movie - Drag me to hell.. Wow that one is never piss an old lady. You never know when she is going to curse you.

Haha. I guess that's it. Don't want to spoil too much. Enjoy the movie! Worth the tickets and time! Two hours show. LOL. Also... check out the official movie website http://orphan-movie.warnerbros.com/.

Ciao Ciao...

Tired

2009-07-29T18:24:00.002+08:00

I felt so tired today. Couldn't sleep last night. Toss and Turn the whole night. I felt like a puffer fish, cos i have puffy eyes. *aRRRGHHH*

Ageing = Agitating (For Women)

2009-07-17T09:38:00.005+08:00

Recently i really felt that this is not the place i would be forever. I should move on. Eversince i hurt my back, some things happened, i really have no mood to stay here. I'm here for the sake of it. And the economies doesn't allow to switch you see. But of course, it depends how you going to see and change the way you are (like comfort zone). If it's time to move on. It is time.

I started working since year 2000 till now. Nine years of working experience with quite a few professions (from childcare to now medical field), but i'm still felt that my life and interest is stagnant somehow and somewhere. I have never made myself happy, i'm always trying to make everyone happy. Go and agree with what they have requested. I have never said no to them (friends, family and colleagues). Friends will scold me for being easy to be bullied, why didn't reject it? Why didn't argue or speak for yourself. I just shook my head and kept quiet. I told myself, as long as it doesn't affect anything, i can be patience until i explode. When i really explode, is really very explosive. That's how i trained my patience.

Now. I felt that ageing really starting to scares me. Few more years, i'm turning 30s and age speeds up when you turn 21. I will get married ( I am now), i will have my kids, see them grow, my turn to reach 40s, 50s and beyond until my feet touches the coffin. I felt very agitated lately, but i controlled, not sure can controlled how long. I don't want to be like my mother. Ended up anxiety, felt miserables, think that the whole world saddened her. I felt sorry and sad for her to have this feelings. Afterall, she came all the way to Singapore from Chiangrai to marry my father and have us. I felt, i didn't made much contribution for them. I kept giving, but didn't receive or shall i say they felt not enough. I felt emptied, they have taken almost every inside of me. My head is spinning and there are alot of responsibilites waiting for me to do (which is never ending).

Finally i found someone whom i can spend my life with. I never felt this way like i really make myself to be more positive than before. Action speaks louder than words. He didn't said this to me, he just shown me the way should be. I am glad and happy. But more is coming and there might be obstacles which i have to overcome. Which is can say is more expectation?

Just read an email article about about Ageing sent by my friend, i'm not sure is it written out from his pen, but if it's real, it's a good thing to share. His idea of ageing are from his parents (this is what i felt after reading). He shared his feelings with them. His mother passed away at age 74, he feared he will ended up the same at age 74, but he missed it. So his father passed away at age 84, and his brother at 94. Now he's thinking that his age is between 74 and 94. He has alot of health problems, but he had alot of people helping him including his daughter, his brothers and some doctor friends. They gave him a way to improve his life, from golfing to running and swimming. And now a very healthy person. He listens and worked on it. He tried. He wants to lived his life to the fullest even if he should be retired. He doesn't wants to waste any time and do nothing but to slack. Means die faster.

So do you think you should really retired when you reach the age of 62 and die faster of doing nothing, or spend some quality time to make yourself even more worthwhile even you are very old?

till i write again.

Wedding Gifts and Favors

2009-07-09T14:13:00.004+08:00

HiHi Friends,

Welcome. Welcome. I am very happy because i met my ex-colleagues for lunch today. We chatted a lot of things and think back of how we met and work together and so much fun and laughter. Ok. She is doing online business of Wedding Favors and Gifts. I have went to this website:

www.theblisscottage.com.sg

Please do visit her websites and see all those pretty wedding favours. For the future Brides and Grooms. You will need these gifts for friends, relatives and colleagues.

The New Chery QQ(Pink)

2009-07-04T18:18:00.004+08:00

Girls! I know you love pink and i think the latest Chery QQ is out and you are screaming about it, cos it is indeed pretty kawaii. However, i think the bonnet lookes abit like hehee "Toliet seats with cover down". No Offense la. Personal view, plus i don't like pink.

My husband tried to test me and say why not we get QQ la? I immediately said no, as it does not have sufficient power to go upslope, later i ended up need to push the car. Then he showed me the newspaper. I stunned and fainted. He purposely showed me beacuse it is pink in colour. LOL. *Faintz*

Yep. That's about it. HAHA. Ciao.

You may wish to view their official website at : www.chery.cn

Michael Owen Joins Man Utd! Woohoo!

2009-07-04T18:04:00.017+08:00

Hello to all Michael Owen fan or lovers! *grin* He is back and he is joining Manchester United! Yay! Woohoo! Yippie! Finally he made the right choice to play again. Been so long didn't see him play.

Last time i'm not so keen on liverpool neither Man Utd la. So no offense to any team ah... I only adore Michael Owen. Hehehehehe... (My husband is staring at me now) DUN CARE! Wahahahaha! So i got quite alot of male and female friends are fans of Man Utd. So i just keep quiet and secretly roar for Owen. Eh heh Eh heh... Anyway, i any match also watch, i always watched with my father, now watching with husband (but slack abit cos no OWEN la). *shy*

Okay! I shall sit and wait to watch every match whenever there is him. Hee... But i hope his injuries are ok and he is really to play.

Owen! Good Luck and i wish you all the best! Play hard and i will support you! Yay!

My new haircut

2009-06-30T16:52:00.008+08:00

Hehe. Very fast i got new one right? Ok unhappiness out aside. Yesterday went for new haircut (yes. Again) LOL. Plus hair treatment. I bet when you saw the photos, you will LOLROF. Wahahahhaa.

See JJ hair not bad right? bleaching moments, his hair turns white.. LOL. Old man!

(Bleaching)! HAHA! Looked at his white hair

Tada! Without Spect

LOL with glasses (Kawaii ne?)

Had my mushroom haircut and treatment (The hairstylist says kawaii, wans to make me looked like Japanese) LOL cos JJ looked like one Japanese guy. Ohohohoho...

Which one you all like? With or Without Spect?

Some things must have a distance...

2009-06-30T10:42:00.003+08:00

Recently, i felt that i have no mood to work anymore. Eversince we have moved from the old office to a new area (which is still within the premises). Quite a few things had happened to me. Well, i'm not sure whether my colleagues also encountered the same problem. I felt the fengshui is really not so on our side anymore.

The very first day we start our work and unpacking, i sprained my back and it took me two and a half weeks to recover. After that, i suddenly allergic to maybe dust or food. Both my eyes swollened until i looked like ET. Then beganning to unpack stuffs again. So hectic, must settle this and that.. AGM coming... Must prepare these and that.

Then i went to see my fengshui master, with the floor plan. I told her, got one annoying doctor says because my desk is directly facing the door (actually is beside the door with a metre away), so i will "bye bye" very soon. What the hell right? What he meant by that? Means i will resign or get sack very soon. So i brought the floor plan to my fengshui master. She said: "Don't get affected by what that doctor said, if he is so clever, he won't be a doctor and snatch my rice bowl." LOL. Then she point to my desk and said: "All the good and bad things will come to you first from the entrance, but you won't stay there too long." I looked at her and said: "Eh... so how?" She replied: It's not that you don't like to work there, it's you can't tolerate and decided to leave the job." Then i go: "Ahhhh... I see." So if the impact of the bad things is so extremely bad, it will make me resign. I never go and think about it so much. Then as days goes by...

Annoying doctors comes in without footsteps, got freaked out, Anyone made any noise outside our office, got distracted and disturbed, strangers come in and out of the office (just for fun), extremely annoying. I have to go out and see who was that and back to my seat again.

Finally Saturday is AGM (27Jun), so we having secretariat lunch just to loose abit stress at Tomo Izakaya at Clarke Quay and get fired up for the next day AGM. As i just got confirmed for 2nd year in this job. I decided to buy them Cornetto Chocolate ice-cream to celebrate abit. My colleague decided to hang the plastic bag at the edge of the cabinet door, never knew that the ants are extremely military trained. Within minutes, alot of ants hovering around the plastic bag. We quickly finish up and throw away the bag in the washroom. From there, i decided to inform other colleagues to beware of that area, if wanna throw the wrapper, please throw it at the washroom. Everyone knows i hate ants. So i inform my manager first. To my amazed, after she heard what i said, she ignored me. So i felt embarrassed and went back to my desk. After 10 to 15 minutes, she called me and gave me a very fierce looked and ask me: "Why are you telling me all these"? I puzzled and replied: "I just want to informed you that there are alot of ants, and ..." She interrupted me: " I know there are alot of ants, but why are you telling me these for? I always bring out the food that i have finished and throw." I more and more puzzled and wanted to explain: "No, don't get misunderstood, i just want to inform you that if there is a chance you might want to throw there..." She interrupted me again without letting me explain and the most shocking thing she have ever said to me: " i know there are alot of ants and yesterday i threw the biscuit wrapper and there is no ants, and so much so that your colleague (don't wan to indicate names) said that if i throw the wrapper there, you will scold people." I was shocked that i heard that and don't care anymore and explain whatever i could: " Madam, i don't scold anyone and i don't have the right to scold anyone for this." She start to interrupt and i went on.. "I know i abit freaked out by the ants and i don't mean anything to anyone and i didn't pin point to whoever did that to cause the ants. She more and more hot and don't let me explain anymore and said: " I don't care whatever it is now. You are not the boss. Don't because i treat "YOU ALL" nicely and just climb over my head." Fullstop and turned her head away... I just felt very angry and sad at the same time. I went back to my desk without saying anything.

I emailed my colleagues and says, in future, please don't mention anything like i will scold people just because the things they threw will cause ants. I told them, i don't even scold anyone and i don't have the right. Then my colleague said that that incident which she said i will scold was just merely joke and that my manager also joked with her. I told her, next time we just becareful with whatever jokes and things we tell her. She just twist the joke into something serious. We also felt that she has changed eversince the shifting. They told me not to think about it anymore. I also think so, but it is still hurt, as i have been wronged by that.

Now, i have no mood to work or even talk. Maybe joked abit, just to pretend that i am not so affected. But seriously, i still am. She always said that she don't want the name of the Manager and yet she's so defensive and protected her status. We don't even think of climbing anywhere here lo. We already very happy that she's our boss and that she really understands us. But Boss will always be Boss, employees and employers are forever to be a distant. i guess she treats us like kids and not matured adults.

Anyways, stopped my ranting and get back to my stuffs. i really sick of working and no mood to do anything.

Till i write again.

My dreams (as in dreaming dreams while sleeping)

2009-06-18T10:21:00.004+08:00

Another day passed. *Yawn*... I have been dreaming in my sleeps every night for 26 years... OMG.. Am i really sleeping? Often felt very tiring.. Must be the adventure dreams i had. HAHA

I told my husband that, recently i always had those crazy and yet adventure kind of dreams... I dreamt that i can fly, i can slay vampires (yes baby), i can run without panting (oh how i wish i can, then i wouldn't need to walk in marathon for two hours) *pout* and and and recently my dreams are... I'm taking an elavator which are made from Cartons or Crates!!!! And they have buttons to press for which level you want to go. Then, then, then... best part is, it has a feel like "Vikings". Damn it, i love it in my dreams... Can do all crazy stuffs and won't hurt others. LOL *opps* Then carton elevator have four sides but no top cover, and it only goes to level 8. And i wonder why am i carrying a box of oven and took that swaying elavator and i won't feel giddy. LOL Superwoman baby! But this one i have to close the carton door and tied at the side, which there is a hook for it. With so many strangers, i don't know who they are and they never talk to me.
So i swayed to level 8 and come down again with that stupd oven in my hand again. What am i doing man? Then i wake up for work (Sigh... as usual)...

Yesterday i dreamt the elavator again!!!! This time different. It is still cartons or crates but it has automatic door! Yeah man. Improvement huh? But this time the elavator go side ways.. HAHA yesh and then i wake up for work again. Sigh...

Last time, i can flew over the oceans... The flying feeling is so superb and windy (ok where does the strong wind came from)? I can slay monsters... That feeling even superb! Maybe i'm too angry at things or someone so i start slaying in my dreams. HAHA *gurp*

Sometimes my dreams do came true you know. I can dream of someone whom i had never contact and meet for long time and then the next day i saw them at some shopping mall. Surprise? I ever dreamt a friend of mine, played the lift at nearby blocks then i shouted at him and said stop playing, the lift will spoilt. The next day... The lift indeed spoilt. Psychic...

Few years back, i had one very scary dream...

I was with my family in my house, then there are very strong wind, just like windstorm.. I heard alot of screams and cries... Suddenly my family all disappeared and i'm all left alone. As i opened my door, i had goosebumps immediately.. Cos it was to another dimension, a place that were like village, as there were sands, forest and wooden fences. Tragically, there were corpses laying one by one on top of each others and as i looked up to the skies... The skies are in purple red and it really gives me creeps. i started to tremble with fear and tears began to flow down my cheeks. I quickly shut the door and the next thing i was in a cave with no one but myself. I heard noises like i'm at some seaside areas. i walked out of the caves when i saw some light. I was at some oceans which i do not know where it was. The skies are just like turquoise with grey clouds. Then i heard ruffling sound, when i turn and the waves and the sea already rose up above me and i was awake with sweats. it was still 4am i remembered very deeply clear. (it was two weeks before the tragic incident that happened few years ago. But nobody would believe it as it has already happend and it's very touchy if talked about it). I was stunned to saw it on the news, but i don't dare to say it out, cos my family and friends would think i'm crazy. I'm not psychic or what la, but it just happened that i dreamt of that. I don't even know what to do man. But I remembered my dreams very well and clear. Some i do not wish to remember, few months later, the dreams would recur back to my head. I wonder it's telling me something or i watched too much movies.

My husband told me i can write a book actually. LOL. But there are too many for me to write about. My english is not that good, maybe i can write it simple and who knows people might be reading what i wrote.

Okie. i shall write my blog again. Ciao.

Chocolate Fudge Cake

2009-05-05T14:32:00.004+08:00

The Dark Chocolate Fudge Cake

Tada!

Now! I really love to bake cakes and i decided to try out muffins, cupcakes and even cookies!!!! My sister and myself, we went to get Betty Crocker's instant Chocolate Fudge flour back home and try out. We tried to pour in everything and make a big cake with Dark Chocolate coated on top. Sounds sinful right? LOL.

This time really needs to bake longer time. We used 50 minutes to bake the chocolate fudge cake. I think i pour too little water. It tastes good, but abit dry. Nonetheless, i will still try to improve it. I have brought to my office and share it with my colleagues. My sister just sms me that it tastes very moist after she took it out from the fridge, it is better than yesterday.

So let's see how my colleague judge the cake. I told them to give me comments and tell me what to improve on it.

Yes! I will try my very best!

My first cake ever made!

2009-05-02T08:40:00.004+08:00

My Lemon Butter Cake

HiHi, it's me again. I'm so thrilled yesterday morning. I have successfully made my first attempt Lemon Butter Cake! LOL. My father got this oven and brought it home, it's still quite new. So my sister and i decided to test it on baking a cake. So we went to Cold Storage and get the All ready made baking necessities. We bought Betty Crocker's Super Moist Lemon ready made baking powder. So there would be no hassle on getting all the baking weapons. LOL. First attempt cannot be a failure. So people, if you want to make a cake on your first attempt. Ready made is the best choice. I have checked, we would only need water, vegetable oil and eggs. In fact, we couldn't find any vegetable oil in the supermarket, so we substitute with butter.

My sister is more excited on me, 9am she came knocking on my door and woke me up. So we prepared everything. At first, i was abit confused by the box, as at the bottom, they would have the recipie for you to bake a cake with all the creams all that. So i told my sister, did we bought the correct one? So we went to check the website and no answer. So she's quite fedup, then i just say fine, we just continue and see how it goes. As i prepared the mixture, i finally realised. The bottom recepie is just a guide of making a Lemon Cream Cake.

As i mixed everything in, i already smell the lemon inside the baking powder. So it was right. It's already ready made. How stupid i am. So i happily and give it all my love to make this cake until my hands are tired. Hehee... That is because i would let my husband try it. So must make it perfect.

My sister heat up the oven first, so after everything is done, battling the mixtures and we put it in the oven for 30 mins.. Poke to see if its done and viola! Ready to be served, but of course, we must let it cool for 10 mins. Then ready to be serve.

My husband and my sister love it and ate quite a few pieces. Woohoo! Phew... I tried myself and it taste really good! So next, i would try to make other flavours.

I sms my colleague Ms Miao with the picture i have took, and both of us had a little dream of opening a small French like cafe, cakes can be made by ourselves and sell it out. Of course, i must study more about making cakes. I forgotten what is the actual word to describe a cake maker. It is a french word. OMG... I'm not being rude, i know there is a word to describe it.

Ok! I'm going to bake it on Monday and let my cake and consider whether we can venture and made a little business out of it. LOL.

My beliefs is we must at least learn abit out of everything instead of learning everything and cannot cope it. A small knowledge is better than you just focus on one specialty. I may be wrong. But i know what i am capable of and will never let this beliefs die down. Ok! i will do more research on cooking and baking cakes. LOL. So that i can bake it on every friends and families birthday! Great! Another path has been made when i'm old.

Cheers!

Get to know yourself better - Personality Test

2009-04-22T14:24:00.004+08:00

I have read my friend's blog and discovered this personality test. Go on and try it, i find it quite accurate.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (this is quite true)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (Lucky i found one whom is serious, smart and dertermined, so so accurate)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (That is very true, rather than hurt yourself by not seeing it clearly)

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (LOL, those were the days, now no)
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (This is very true, who doesn't)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (Still searching for the right job)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (Yes. I will)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (Quite true, i always wanted to be accepted by ppl, cos i always felt people think that i'm dumb? I'm not okay!)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (Yes! that's why i'm the entertainer at my office HAHAHA, yes i always think non-stop at why this and why that until i resolve it)

Link: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

'D' Day

2008-12-05T09:52:00.014+08:00

Our Friends

Our Wedding Band

Are you ready? He asked

This is the day where we exchanged our vows and swear that we would take care of each other no matter how hard the life is coming to us. A joy that we shared with our families and friends. I love this place very much. First of all, i must thank Candy, whom had coordinated, organised and planned our simple ROM at this beautiful place - Changi Village Hotel. Without her ideas shared to us, we would not have such a memorable day of our entire life. (I'm sure i would be sharing about the services of Changi Village Hotel in awhile).

From the day he proposed till the day we married in the name of laws. It is the process of our planning that made us grow stronger. We planned, searched and of course contributed to our ROM, just to make it memorable for us. I have received alot of comments from friends, i take it and put it into our ROM, so my friends have contributed as well. I am glad to have few true friends supported me.

Each woman have their own dream weddings, you can either make it simple or make it bigger. Depends on which you weigh it as an important day. Most importantly, couples must share and give ideas for their dream day. I have received comments that why our ROM need to be so grand? Our ROM is quite simple actually, with the ROM package from Changi Village Hotel, it is already the best for all couples. Let me share with you my ROM package.

Our ROM is at the poolside (every woman dream wedding by the pool). I don't like to be in a function room, there is nothing to view actually. I told my husband, why not we make it a memorable day for us? So he found Changi Village Hotel. We went for site visit and this is how we met our wedding planner, Candy. She is a F&B Catering Manager of Changi Village Hotel. She shown us the place, the idea of the poolside wedding, which bridal studio to choose, she provide us the florist and we liaise with them, what should we know about and what should we really go for. She is just so passionate with her work, we felt the joy and excited at this hotel and even our ROM. So we decided on Changi Village Hotel.

The day on our ROM, it actually drizzled, big drizzled with bright sun. We are so afraid that we would ended up in the function room. However, all turn out to be so well when the guests have arrived, the bright blue skies makes me felt like it just turn morning. The scenery is really very beautiful. Even our Solemniser comments that the skies are so beautiful and it is the best gift for us. Everything turned out to be very beautiful indeed. Photos also turned out to be very beautiful. The photographer is indeed the professional. My husband and i we searched for freelance photographer from internet, seen alot of profiles and in the end we picked him. We have to look for photographer because our bridal package doesn't include, so we have to outsource ourselves. Of course we have spent quite alot just for our ROM, but we felt that this day is the most important day. It is not easy, we have to spent time on guests list, rope in the help from his two brothers, final confirmations for everything. It is our effort that we have put in a nice and memorable day for both of us. This is contentment.

I believe what my colleague have told me, how many people really know the real meaning or even get what it meant from the vows? I have been pondering as well. But i am sure is, the vows that we made are going to apply to our daily life with each other. We have to be content with what we have, who we are, strive hard together to make each day a better tomorrow. I felt lucky to have him as my husband. (Thanks to my mother in law whom had gave birth to him, if not where would i be now?)

I shall share with you my experience with Changi Village Hotel in the next blog. Ciao :)

Two rude people which i have encountered

2008-08-15T08:43:00.005+08:00

<-- This is that uncle who blocked me from seating.
This morning in the train from Marsiling MRT on my way to work. As usual i will eyed on the students uniform and determine where they would be alighting. Then this student i noticed is from Inova JC. Okay! Great! I get to seat from Woodlands all the way to Raffles Place. Then beside me got this uncle, he was quite far away, he slowly came near me my side. He is reading Straits Time and yet he can slowly glide to my side....... As i am getting ready to grab the seat when the girl stands up, he SNATCH THE SEAT from me!!!! He blocked me and just seat down, and he is still reading his newspaper! OMG. I am so pissed. Yesterday got pissed by this indian cashier at China Square Cold Storage (I will tell you the story in next paragraph). I took a picture of him, just wanted to put his stupid face in the blog. One thing bonus for me, i get to see a very clear and beautiful landscape between Khatib and Yio Chu Kang. The reservoir is so clear and it is just like the skie have fallen into the reservoir, with the sun rising brightly... Omg.. His back is faced the landscape, LOL he misses the nice scenery.. Whatever... But from this i realised one thing. 喜欢背向着世界的人，都是不敢正面面对现实的人吗？Well.. Maybe he is... lol.
Okay the cashier story i encountered yesterday between 11am to 12pm. My manager asked me not to rush back to office , as the admin meeting has cancelled. So she told me only need to prepare the food for the Council meeting. ( ya.. these people love to complaint why the food we served is like College is on tight budget). OMG. I never to expect these people whom are the angels for the patients would said this kind of words. SGH area, what to expect right? So i decided to alight at Chinatown after i have bought my QQ Rice at Plaza Singapura. Searched everywhere at Chinatown point, there is no Fairprice. So i walk all the way to China Square Cold Storage to get the pantry food and stuffs. Okay i was happily grabbing packets of Coffee, Milo, two First Choice Mocha Cake and Butter cake and thats all and it cost $23.25. Okay i am short of cash and my nets not enough money. Si i decided to use credit card. The cashier looked at me and said, "we don't accept credit card and we only accept nets or cash." So i told her, "Okay, let me make a call first." She attend to the next customer and that area at this time, not many people around, i can see only five to six people looking around. After i called my colleague on whether she could transfer me some money to pay for the groceries. Then i went to the cashier and told her, i can pay by nets now. She looked at me and said, "Sorry, we have put all the things back to the shelves already. I was like... What? I told her, i told you i still need the things. Her explanation goes like this, " Oh, because all your food are frozen stuffs, so we put back where it is to prevent the food spoilt." I am very very extremely angry at that moment and look at her. At the moment of one minute, i was thinking whether to grab back the packs or just walk away. So i looked at her and said very loudly, "Forget it then, i am not buying anymore." Hello!!! How can the cake be spoilt where the whole place is air conditioned! And all are packets of coffee and milo.... I am so angry, i felt humiliated and i forgotten to look for her name. Plus what makes me even angry is that, she didn't even ask her colleague back and just see me invisible. Idiot lo. So what's the moral of the story? If you are buying groceries at this "TOP" place at China Square, please bring enough cash. Or rather don't go there, they will put your stuffs back to where they are even if your basket is on the floor.

Okay! Enough of whining...

My ROM preparations

2008-08-13T13:59:00.012+08:00

Rom Bouquet

Yoohoo... Hee... Actually we haven't been struggling with our ROM preparations man. I think most probably because we have been doing alot of researches and have picked the ones we felt suitable to us the most. And i have picked my ROM dress! (Thanks to the good taste of Muiai and my Darling JJ).

So everything has been settled nicely. Left photographers, invitation cards, guests, marche in music and most importantly my makeup artiste. I never expect to get married so soon, anyway 25yrs old not young anymore. I am contented. I have really found a man who really strive hard for everything, down to earth guy and of course must love me for me (For we are the crappy couple!) LOL. Due to his sometimes clumsiness, i don't know whether to lol or to feel piss. heez (he's going to read this man, i will get whack for this). Anyway both couple needs to have trust and faith. Without these two, i don't think any couple can last long. Of course communications make the most important factor too. How to understand each other if there are barriers in communications?

A once childish, crybaby, immature and with no goals and no achievement girl has been transformed into a lady with maturity and of course slowly achieving my goals. Just like the Maslow Hierarchy (Marketing Mgmt), i have my Psychological needs, Safety needs and Social needs. Slowly achieving to esteem, recognition and to Self-Actualisation. Hey it is due to the working environment for the past few years (not so happy environment) which have brought up to my senses OK! Not to mention, i have a bunch of nice colleagues now. I have never been so happy working with a no political office. We are just like a happy and cohesive family! LOL. I am really contented. I guess it is the Good karma we have built together.

Okay! Okay! i am slowly achieving my body shape back. With the help of Pilates, i think in no time i can wear this dress confidently for 5th October 2008! Yesh man!*grin*

TTYL... =p

Shape Run 2008

2008-08-08T15:26:00.021+08:00

Misson Complete!

Caught Walking in Style. LOL

The Flag Off
Jace, Peiling & Reona

Wow! First time of my life joined this run and have completed the run. But of course with the physical supporting by my friend, Peiling. If she didn't push me, i wouldn't have run to the finishing line.. I will walk all the way. Wahaha. =P Got caught int he act of walking. LOL. i'm in 3398 out of 8000 ladies considered not bad already. HOHOHO! So proud! But i puke whole day due to the heat exhaustion. Sigh... Nonetheless, i have completed the run on 20/07/2008.

Of course without my Darling to encourage me and my two friends to accompany me, i wouldn't have join this run. Really appreciate that. Muuuacks! Next run: Great Eastern Women 10KM Run on October 26, 2008!

Our Wallpaper.

2008-05-14T14:55:00.003+08:00

Hee... This wallpaper done by my darling to put as background on my working desktop and mobile. Nice right? plus our wedding bands on it too! Yep. I would be getting married on 5th Oct 2008. We have picked our wedding bands at Goldheart Jewellery at Vivocity. (They have alot of nice and exquisite wedding bands there).

This would be our invitation cards to our closest invited friends and families. Not going to give you too much information, haha surprise! Surprise! I love surprises.

I just hope everything went well. Cheers.

The Principles of Marketing by Phillip Kotler

2008-05-14T14:43:00.003+08:00

Friends, if you are interested in Maketing. This is the recommended book you must read especially by the marketing guru "Phillip Kotler". You can googled about him as well. He had written so many books about marketing. Eg. Tourism & Hospitality all that. I ought you all maybe borrow from the library to read it. As you know, you also need some understanding about the marketing strategies if you were to open a shop one day. The world is so challenging now. People are getting more and more creative. You see i have encountered so many people getting so skeptical about MLM. (They have bad experienced by those people who spoilt the market). If you really want to comment that all MLM is an illegal pyramid or triangle. Please study about Marketing before you can set your own views on it. Plus you also ought to understand more about the foundations and products of the company before you dump your money in. (Especially those fast earn money needs high capital). Yep. That's all folks. Enjoy it.

Pan Pacific Female Brides Bash 10.05.08

2008-05-14T13:12:00.005+08:00

I think the host is Wendy Jacobs
Olive Suites Cocktail Dresses
Renee. L Bridal Gowns
Cute Little ones.They sure walked very fast. Haha

Hello people! Recently i went for another bash at Pan Pacific Singapore. To be truthful to you all, my main motive is to try the food there. lol. Of course there are alot of sponsors which are quite attractive too. Like Olive Suites, Hankook Cosmetic, Renee.L, Stylemart,Meiko Tailor and lots more. (Too many to remember). It went very well, and.... i nearly fall asleep on Maybank and the Fengshui topic. Not because their topic are dry. That's because the Brunch we had, made me sleepy. (Carbo activated)... It was quite rewarding, as we get to seat at the front and watched those models dressed so elegantly.(They walked so fast, we got a hard time take their pictures) lol.

Olive Suites gowns and cocktail dresses really very very very beautiful. So if any friends who only need gowns, dresses only can go have a look at Olive Suites. I always wondered, why sometimes american couples they outsourced everything for their marriage. Now i know, cos you wouldn't get tied down by Bridal studio if you don't like it. Of course, it would be pricy. lol. Packages are still more worth it.

The food at Pan Pacific are not bad though. Smoked Salmon are fresh! It's really been longed i haven't taste a better Smoked Salmon eversince i have tasted at Marche donkey years ago. (Marche standard abit drop lo) Sad.

Haha... You know when comes to lucky draw, felt so envy those who got drawed and get their price instantly. (So envy right?). I never get the luck one. I even dumbed until i thought the grand price is $30 k cash!!! Until the last winner got his or her price and everything ends, i realised that the total price given away is $30K. How stupid am i hoh? lol. Anyway, its an experience when you attend this function with your partner and learnt something from the professionals. :)

The Green Tree

2008-04-22T12:00:00.003+08:00

Hehe, yesterday 21/04/2008. Me and Miaoru got nothing to do, as we are waiting for our colleague Ariel to come out. We took this picture out of fun at our workplace MOH Building. lol. Global Warming! Please save the trees... hehe

KL Trip

2008-04-22T11:19:00.006+08:00

The Rubbery Egg Tart
Forgotten what place is this. =P
Eye on Malaysia

Our KL trip was fantastic, as you see we travelled on Sunday morning. The whole coach only my fiance and me! We occupied the whole coach! lol. As usual custom to custom, boring journey, stamp your passport all that. Okay. We alighted at this place for some refreshment, 20 mins only. I have forgotten what is the name for this place. =P When we settled down, i saw this sign says HK type of Egg Tarts, Curious, wanted to try. So JJ bought it for me. After tried right? I immediately pass it back to him and commented that this Egg Tarts is so rubbery and elastic. So yucky... I wouldn't want to eat again. Later you look at the picture. Looks okay right? Wait till you taste it one day.

We have reached our destination at Impiana Hotel & Spa near KLCC. It was so exquisite, the service also very good. They even serve us Ice tea (organic type of tea i guess) and face towel. lol We have even more pictures lo. Ended up someone's computer crashed then pictures should be gone. Lucky my mobile have a few. Phew* We went KLCC shopping mall, watched two movies, Be kind rewind and 27 dresses (total cost only 9RM for two movies). Explore Berjaya Times Square on second day. (First three levels like Takashimaya, subsequent level ups hoh... Like Far East Plaza lo) Big until i'm tired of walking. lol. Our second night, JJ decided that we should explore the 'Eye on Malaysia'. It is like the Singapore Flyer. We got free tickets from the Luxury Tours packages. Okay. We only sit there for like five rounds, and it's pretty fast. It's totally not fun at all. I rather hang in the air. haha. Cos i wanted to view at their laser show in the cabin, you know like HK Symphony of lights? Too bad. Haha we ended up watch on land. Let you have a look at the ferris wheel. The new Tourism attraction at Kuala Lumpur.

Throughout the journey is quite relax. The breakfast also nice. ( I am a breakfast person, no breakfast i will cry) lol. I wouldn't mind travel there again for holiday! *Grin*

Hamster

2008-04-22T11:08:00.004+08:00

Adorable Right?

Hello friends,

Yep. It's been long enough for me to update my blog again. haha. There are so many backlogs! Wahaha. Cut the crap. Okay. I went out with my sister, brought her to Suntec City to buy Egg tarts, then as we are heading to Cityhall MRT, we saw this Pet shop which my darling said he often bought his hamster food there. haha. His hamster name is Hamster for your info. LOL. Okay. Later you just look at those tiny little furby furby hamster. They are so so so adorable. Hehe.

New Blog!

2008-03-23T00:08:00.001+08:00

(From left)JJ, Me, Pearly, Peiling and Jingzhong
From left: Me, Kangni, Pearly, Yufeng and Peiling
The Fuchun Sec Gathering at Waraku de Pasta
End of Gathering. haha
Hey Everyone! Welcome to my new blog. Hmmm... Not sure what to write at this hour. Oh yeah, how about this? Yesterday i brought JJ with me to my dinner gathering with my Fuchun classmates at Pasta de Waraku (和乐） with Pearly, Yufeng & Bf, Peiling & Bf, Zhuo Ling, Zhi Peng, Kheng Siang, Kwok Liang,Chun Wah, Carol & Bf, Kangni & Bf and Sze Chuan aka Sky & Gf. It seems so long for us to gather again. The ambiance was not bad, finally went to a Japanese restaurant which is a room with cushions!Lol. Next i want to try Shabu Shabu with Sake!!! Sukei ne!*Grin* Then i will go Sakura...Sakura... *smirk* Of course we had a wonderful dinner though it was quite a big group and unable to chat individually like saying how have you been doing lately? I guess the next gathering we have to think of an activities instead of sitting there, i look at you, you look at me. Haha please think of more fun activities which can make us all interact man! lol.

Carol had gave JJ and myself a very good informations for our wedding preparations. As she is still working at The Link (Shangri-La Hotel). Firstly, we must fix auspicious dates, then source for a few Hotel & Restaurants, after that then we can look for bridal shop ( So that we would know what kind of gowns and suits suitable for the ambiance). And photo shoot must be taken three months before. OMG! Such a rush work to prepare. So we should start fixing dates like now, i just hope we have enough time, and of course enough time for me to erm... shed some weights (wait.. alot of weights). We would be attending the Glamour Bash 2008 on 13th April at Swissotel The Stamford! A must go event to learn how to choose and pick your favourite Bridal shops and Hotels. Okay Let me stop from here, and will update you guys about my preparation for my big day! Wahaha!!!